Jacinta Rose

i think im just gonna stay up all night, and go to my three classes and then pass out! i cant sleep, mike and erik brought some goodies over, and now im tweaking! we had a lot of fun sitting and playing music, my body feels good..

i know i need to sleep but cant.

so vagina day was yesterday... or well two days ago. mike took me out to eat and then we got pulled over bc his tail lights werent working and they thought we have been drinking and nearly gave us a PBT. I really need to just like chill out for awhile, i need to do some hard core studying, involved in extra curricular and concentrate really hard on work...

oh yea i got an award today at work, the giraffe award from Marie, i guess im always helping and always happy.... rhyan agreed, i am wonderful! hahah... so now a stuffed giraffe is lazily chillen on my desk and i get to pick someone to recieve it for next week

mike is a pretty good guy, i forgot how fun he is, and super gracious....

i think rhyan pretty much asked me to go to florida with him on Spring Break, which would be sweet.. i think i need to sleep, it would be a good idea



peace out suckas

My parents were gone this weekend and asked me the question I just love to hear. Will you watch the dogs? Why yes, Id love to! Ofcoarse i would, I gain instant freedoms, plus my house is so fun.

I had a few people over, mostly close friends and we hung out. Drink Smoke... usual insanely funny conversations.

Next night, its just me and gina gee drinking at my house... there were parties all over Itown but none that were too exciting or close enough to walk to.

Until Corey called me. Three blocks away there was pool, beer, smoke, and my friend steve that moved back from Cali! I havent seen him in 5 years. I definately had a good time, reuniting and talking baout good times. I kicked ass in pool - or i was allowed to win for sake of having beautiful exquisite breasts....

Sat morning I had a class for getting in trouble. There were five ppl in it. One of them happened to look just like Gary Ferguson... and when I mention smoking pot and how its illegal... he goes... and discriminately so! Im really feeling the love. His name is Luke, he goes to Michigan, and we are hanging out next weekend.

Sat night i was planning on drinking in the dorms. Didnt work out that way tho cause Brent called and I hadnt seen him in a long time. Go to get in the elevator and its jammed back of 6northers all wasted. We traveled to Hannahs party and then the neighbor party... both crowded and not too fun. We met up with rob. He came over to my place and I invited Mike and Jordan over too. I was so trashed... and rob tried to kiss me again.. .oh no... this time tho he was like.. i got a secret..... hahah he s prolly so embarrassed.

Today Steve called and asked if I wasnted to go for a cruise, he introduced me to Brian with-the-funny-last-name-and-drives-a-jeep... he was cool

I have lost my voice, and should prolly sleep and maybe feel better tomory



Goodnight

alli dave and i celebrated daves 20th birthday last nite! we started off with some light drinking and some tv watching... went down to todds room where we celebrated with some heavy smoking... heh... then followed todd with his ride... which just so happened to be steve, we ended up back to a house party near MAC

by this time we are all wasted, we have so many pictures from last nite.. including shots of the exotic larges pony tail and largest hair style...very sweet. when we decided we had to much fun we headed to pancheros for food where alli treated us to burritos!

alli and i have so much fun together and im glad dave can handle us too! its nice having a guy as body guard while roaming around campus.

the way home was kinda scary cause cops were pulling ppl over left and right and getting the street walkers too! and cops were everywhere!

ive got some hw and then i go home for the weekend

best way to meet someone.... smell them

so i dropped my car off at the commuter lot today and this guy gets on- curly hair, pierced lebre.... bus is empty.... he just happens to sit right next to me...

we get to chatting.. turns out he lives on 5 north.. and his name is steve. and soon enough i get a big whiff of bud.... and we were friends instantly hehe... nah hes cool tho...

its wierd how i always attract guys in bands... all throughout HS i dated drummer and steve is a singer for a band in his hometown

he promises to drink and smoke with me sooner than lata

im home

relaxing

bubble baths

fourty year old virgin

getting super stoned with daddy

listening to led zeppelin as loud as i can and running around

SPIKE- cuddling with my doggie!

Okay so Im stealing this top ten for the year idea and running with it...

GOOD LIST
10.My Birthday (19 YAY)
9. Rob Derek and Tylers House (smoking, drinking.. teasing)
8. Chiefin (good good buds)
7. Ski Club Party! (meeting tons of great ppl)
6. Halloween (week full of dress up)
5. The Ionia Free Fair (Believe it or not, one of the funnest times, drunk stumbling around)
4. BOYS BOYS BOYS GALORE ( i could list, but it may offend someone)
3. Graduating HS
2. Moving To Campus
1. Breaking a stripper pole ( Ppl still come up to me and ask if i was THAT girl)

BAD LIST

10. MIP
9. Room written up
8. Judicial Court
7. Real Court
6. Sleeping with a certain british boy
5. Not getting to be attached to Ginas Ass anymore
4. The Price of Marijuana
3. Working five days a week
2. Fighting with Daddy
1. No money or time for shopping! (which if i did have, would make all the other things seem unimportant)

i love modest mouse, they seem to always know how im feeling...

i didnt do much last night, lafe took me to meijer, got some much needed shopping done and then we met up with some ppls at lafes house, watched anchorman, drank some beers, went to ihop.. came home so high i passed right the fuck out

today im studying, math gets on my nerves when i try to do too much at once, so every half an hour or so i lay down or listen to some music, which is nice

i can not wait to go home and see my buddies and my doggies and get wasted with no worries.. sure ill have to work all the time, but i get all holidays off

next semester is promising to be fun, theres hopefully a canada trip in the near future and all new classes whcih means all new people and all new oppurtunity to fuck up

Well yesterday I turned the big 1 9. It was a relaxing Friday. Hung out with Cassidy and watched some movies. To celebrate my birthday Cass took me to PF Changs.. which is an awesome Chinese resturant on Lake Lansing Rd. I loved it, the food was great, the ppl were great. I took about 4 shots before I went so I was all sorts of excited. Our waiter was a cutty and was quite the flirt, he sang part of an enrique iglesias song and brought me free ice cream!









Afterwarsd we chilled back at the crib, I drank a lil more and ryan and ryan came over...

i can not resist those ski clubbers

friday night started when we went to see Corporate Gun play at Max's Bar, we met these guys from Alaska and we also saw this one man band named The Invisble Man, named so because the guy could play acoustic guitar and with his mouth he could replicate bass and drums and sing! He was amazing... I danced a whole lot!

afterward we went to a party on MAC and i got real fucked up, met aviator boy again and steve #3 and Todd who just happens to live right down the hall from me and I didnt even know it. After I was too fucked up we went back to Cheeses house and smoked some, then I got a cab and smoked with Todd

Last night I had josh and tj over for some haning out and then eddie picked me up... we went over to his place and smoked and sipped on the gin and juice, then headed over to the ski club party on ann st, that was tons of fun, i met all sorts of people and danced and danced.. I saw a lot of ppl I knew and it was the first time to a ski club party without Cassidy!
After this I went back to eddies and passed out on the futon
woke up in the morning to the bubbler

feelin kind of shitty right now

today was fantastic

could not have asked for more

i had judicial court today and got off with some warning probation which is excellent and a couple drug abuse classes

then i had class and work.. on the way to work I met this really cool guy Devon, who is into the same music and he smokes down too! i had seen devon around and thought he was pretty cool and then we got to talking about music!

when i arrived at work, we were having a christmas party/ scavenger hunt... i did not participate in the hunting but i was scavening for all the good food... then louis found me and we hung out like the entire time... he says he can get me into a bar to see one of his shows! louis is a real cool cat

the eighth floor of our building was the party.. .and i brought the party... me and laura danced the entire time.. they had fake beer and wine and i drank some in front of my boss and i danced with my other boss..all of the creepy guys were watching us... i made friends with the dj and he busted out some dance moves it was pretty sweet... when i asked rhyan why he hadnt danced he said he was too busy watching me... aaaawwe.. rhyan.... hmmmm.. .ne way laura and i are planning on going clubbin now

after work, while waiting for my second bus, i started randomly talking with these girls, turns out they live in holden and they had just come from buying a pipe.. so these girls could be fun, ill face book one of them and hopefully party soon

plans for the nite...
work with brian
hook up with rob
go to mikes concert
get drunk and NOT COME BACK TO MY DORM ROOM

well its snowing hard now, makes me sad, just cause i dont know what to do about work.. really pisses me off

think its about time to start working in the caf

im looking for a new place to live, maybe one closer to my classes next semester

I was going to my first football game. In preperations for this I drank as much as I could, a pint of Jager, some vodka and some beers. Tailgating was the best. I met Carmie, my future roomate who is transfering next year from Central and needs a place to stay.
From that point on I do not remember much. Next think I know, I am woken up in a jail cell with my arms and feet cuffed. I got up, screamed for someone and a phone call, got neither and fell on my shoulder and head. I let out a scream of death and next thing I know the paramedics are in my tank and strapping me to a bed. They finally got a breathalizer out of me and I blew a .2! thats harsh.

Apparently I had stumbled into wonders hall w/o showing Id. Then I passed out on my bedroom floor. I guess the police got a key and came in to see if I was okay. It took them 10-15 min. just to wake me and when they did I started calling them assholes. I said that I wanted to call the police and they said that they were the police. I refused a breathalizer and said, "I wont take one, Im not refusing either.. I just wont take one". Then I guess I was screaming to call my mom. And if i woul dhav ejust been compliant I would have gone to the hospital, instead I was put in the drunken tank.

At the hospital I wasnt much nicer to anyone, the Iv lady couldnt find my veins and I bitched at her... then when Gina picked me up I left her car and walked the wrong way down Michigan Ave, and started hitch hiking, then a black guy said he would give me a ride and I told him I would cut off his balls. Then I went into a Mobile gas station thinkin I could get a taxi with five bucks. Eventually I madeit back with Gina and to my room, where I found out exactly what had happened.

I wont be drinking for awhile... damn I am an idiot, and mip and refusing a breathalizer.. .bring on the lawyer

So we got the bright idea to have a themed party in our room. We went with Pimps and Hoes and got 6 bottles of champagne. Then we got all dressed up. Me Cassidy Sarah and Alli.
Everyone was invited and our entire room was packed full. Jose and Andy Reaume even showed up. I got so trashed, I remember making out with several boys on our floor. I even think I got a picture of someone licking my boob! wtf... why do I insist on gettin so trashed.
I thought it would be a good idea to run like a barbarian and leap over people. Then Emily shows up and we almost got written up. We have a meeting with Paul the hall director on monday.

so yesterday was a kick ass day... i did not expect anything fun to come out of an ordinary wed.

the hot maintenance guy came to fix our shower, he ended up bringin all these guys up and used the snake to take a pound of hair from our shower

then we decided to dress up and go to SAE for wine wednesday, we predrank here and like 9 of us girls headed out.

although boring at first, the free wine was flowing and i got to dancing, at one point i was the only one dancing, but as i invited more and more, people all got to dancing, it was great, hannah shows up, i meet this hot guy colin, and forgot to save his number on my phone, shame on me, and then the drama starts


i lost my purse, somewhere or it was stolen, i dunno, but i went hysterical

i ripped apart the couch, yelling at random ppl and then decided to fuck it and leave

I got here, and somehow the police got called and I ended up talking to the police, completely beligerant, no pants, thong underwear, and a tank top, hair and makeup everywhere, crazy thing is they didnt give me an mip even though they had several good reasons
1. open intox vodka everywhere
2. my entire actions, nakedness, drunken crying
3. cassidy passed out on the bathroom floor

i think they felt bad for me


im ready to get drunk again... bring on the booze

So today was not so great, even though I studied hard last night with Brian, and woke up to a hardy breakfast, and even agreed that my ISS exam was easy enough, I got a D! I am so mad, I hate those tests, I was for sure that every answer was right,I hate this class. That means Im getting a B- in class. This will definitely be the test that I drop. Damn I knew I might as well have gotten drunk last night, would have made no difference! I just feel like if this is how bad my first year is gonna go.. WHY THE HELL AM I HERE!

NE ways… nothing in store for tonight, but I don’t care, Im making something, even if I have to call sean and head over to dt lansing, I really don’t care. I am one pissed off bitch.

Its 420 right now, atleast that is one good thing… even though Im all wet from riding my bike in the rain. Work isnt so bad cause I don’t have much to do. TE was fun, and afterward Hakim came up to me and said that he really appreciated that I speak up in class even when I am ostrisized, that made me feel good. I just don’t know what to do, next semester better be a 4.0 or my scholarship goes out the window.

I just can not wait till after work, Im definatly going to robs! I need it, hopefully he doesn’t have any exams tomorrow! Thank god for my art class, which I am 4 pointing! I don’t know what I would do w/o that class

last nite i went to the movies with dustin, we saw saw II, it was really scary, and i thnk just as good as number one, for sure they are making a number III, so we got real high and went to celebration, and then went to dereks afterwards


james called me the other day, always an excitement, i love hearing from him, he is home in for thanksgiving and it seems like ages since ive seen him last- even though it was only last summer- i miss all the summer excitement, the drunken beach volleyball, laying in the sun with james, chatting, wondering if he liked holly, sneaking out to rendevous, staceys house and gravity bongs...

he says he is moving back after xmas, i cant wait to see him, have him visit and stay the nite- have a cuddle/smoke buddy! yay im just gonna cry again when he leaves, but ill just have to remember that he is moving home!

standing on a mountain with a view full of dreams
telling myself its not as hard hard hard as it seems
-led zeppelin


i love being alone, i get to think, really think. what do i want out of school? am i doing the right thing being here? am i spending the right amount of time for each class?

what ive come up with: i belong here, i need to focus less on social and more on school... duh.. i read my last entries and i feel like such a drunkass- i know how to focus my time, even if i cant get the time in my own room, there are plenty of quiet places to study- what i want out of school: i want to pass all my experiences on, i want to be that teacher that i loved in high school or middle school, the one who really loved to do what they do!

last night didnt turn out to be an adventure, but sure was relaxing... alli and i cruized around with lafe, i brought some modest mouse and we bumped it through campus, i got super blazed and came back here

then rob, derek, spencer and chad came and picked me up, always fun being in a car full of boys.. we went back to robs and vince and mark were there waiting... who i havent seen in forever

we chilled, chatted, danced, vince humped me-hes so silly, and then amy comes back from the strip bar!

i went back to north wonders and met up with drunk as a skunk cassidy who had come back from some formal dance... she was so wasted, it was kinda funy but mostly annoying
deb and i watched pretty woman, and then i passed out

i blacked out for the first time last nite
took about 10 shots- of popov-no lie-...stalkman, rob, ray and alex came over and brought some jagermeister-which im most positive i drank
we met these random guys down the hall that we invited in, pretty cool kats... i think cassidy casually told me to make out with this kid and i did, then the left for betas.. but i dunno really
i woke up this morning on my flip and fuck with no pants on and asked cassidy what happened... she wasnt much help, so when i called rob, rob said i left for a short time, came back with no pants on.. i was like whoa.. i cant remember shit, i dont even remember the last thing i remember, im not even hung over

well i talked to emily (RA) and she said that she told us to quiet down and so did sarah, and then she said she walked by and saw rob at the door tryin to get in and he said that she had to help him get into my room and then shes like, just try the knob.. hah and it wasnt even locked

besides yesterdays chaos.. today was really nice, cassidy and i spent like an hour in the caf drinking tea, comparing hot bball players, and chatting

work was kinda fun too.

cassidys at some formal. i cleaned the whole damn party mess! im smoking now and bout to get in the shower..this shower feels like the rain, its marvelous...we will see what is in store for tonite -maybe another jacinta adventure

today i woke up hung over as fuck, brian and i were drinking that blue label popov like it was our job.. i hate that phrase, yet cant help from sayin it

te class was interesting, we talked about sexism, which is what i wrote my paper in, our class got pretty heated yet again, its fun though

at work i ran into this guy i met when i first started, louis but call him jay, and he gave me this card, hes in a band named charley horse and he wanted me to come check them out.. www.charleyhorse.org .. i guess they play all over dt lansing

ima havta go check them out